Wilbur (allouttsangst) wrote,
Wilbur
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once again.. im broken hearted

i have no clue anymore.. its all perfect then it all falls apart.. and as everyday goes by i keep feeling like im digging my own grave.. ive just been so upset lately.. smoking a pack a day.. always second guessing myself.. putting myself down.. always regreting shit i do.. i cant stand it anymore.. all i want is to be happy.. and i really do try.. but nothing ever seems to get better.. i just feel like im second best to everyone.. and on that note....


The impact, the aftershave, the european cigarettes
The taxi, the alcohol that lingers on your breath
The lipstick, the street lamp, the woolen overcoat
The front desk, you tell yourself, it isn't over yet

Second best, oh second best
I can learn to live with this
Plus I really need a rest
After all what's wrong with second best
What's wrong with second best

The motel, the distances, cave into kisses cold and wet
Familiar exchanges, like needle pulling thread
The empty movements that once were so inspired
Desperate attempts to fan the flames without a fire
The mattress creeks beneath
The symphony of misery and cum
Still we lie jerking back and forth
And blurring into one

Second best oh second best
I can learn to live with this
Plus I really need a rest
After all what's wrong with second best
What's wrong with second best
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    updated!!!!

  • its been forever

    im sorry for rejecting you LJ.. lol.. its been forever since ive updated you.. so lately was gonig great.. then it went to shit.. and i hate…

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