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muntzster: lindsay lohans doing a mag naked muntzster: score muntzster: hahaha Lost Inside Fear: WHEN!? muntzster: idk muntzster: she just said it today Lost Inside Fear: fuck right muntzster: well i noticed today when i did my daily lohan boob search Lost Inside Fear: ill beat to that everyday for a week
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| once again.. im broken hearted |
[02 Oct 2005|11:54pm] |
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Pedro the Lion: Second Best |
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i have no clue anymore.. its all perfect then it all falls apart.. and as everyday goes by i keep feeling like im digging my own grave.. ive just been so upset lately.. smoking a pack a day.. always second guessing myself.. putting myself down.. always regreting shit i do.. i cant stand it anymore.. all i want is to be happy.. and i really do try.. but nothing ever seems to get better.. i just feel like im second best to everyone.. and on that note....
The impact, the aftershave, the european cigarettes The taxi, the alcohol that lingers on your breath The lipstick, the street lamp, the woolen overcoat The front desk, you tell yourself, it isn't over yet
Second best, oh second best I can learn to live with this Plus I really need a rest After all what's wrong with second best What's wrong with second best
The motel, the distances, cave into kisses cold and wet Familiar exchanges, like needle pulling thread The empty movements that once were so inspired Desperate attempts to fan the flames without a fire The mattress creeks beneath The symphony of misery and cum Still we lie jerking back and forth And blurring into one
Second best oh second best I can learn to live with this Plus I really need a rest After all what's wrong with second best What's wrong with second best
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| its been forever |
[30 Jul 2005|10:59pm] |
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The Doors |
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im sorry for rejecting you LJ.. lol.. its been forever since ive updated you..
so lately was gonig great.. then it went to shit.. and i hate drinking for a time being.. probabaly 2 days yet..
today i was sick as shit.. and yeah..
well ill try to update more.. but i dont think anyone even reads this anymore because i havent updated in forever.. lol..
but i promise never to delete my first blog..
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| THE 4TH |
[04 Jul 2005|09:13am] |
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4th of july.. everybody ready to get fucked up.. hahahaha.. this should be a great night.. drunken firework fights..
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